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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

sobs...

Diana sorta forced mi 2 go 2 her poetic blog... I thought tt it was a total waste of time, but after all, im a very polite girl of excellent upbringing, so i did as i was told...
When i entered the blog, i saw THIS:

My thoughts of you never die,
though u have gone
I hate myself, for letting u pour crimson red for me,
"I'm fine," i said, i hate to lie

Not a day passed without me thinkin of you,
Why did i do what i did
What i did was wrong but i didn't have a clue
Why was it
U had to be my stopping point

I lost all i had came here forI wanted to protect you
The purpose in life was what u made me saw
I didn't mean to kill you that way
I want u back and hear those words u used to say

The painful memory slashed into my face still lingers
When i was holding u for the last time,
I couldn't help myself but cry
Not even time can erase the day i made that foolish mistake
i hope i can forget it
But the other side of me that killed you is still here
and i hate it

That girl ah... seriously can haf a carrer in writing. I mean, she could win awards and treat us 2 dinner!!! Woohoo! We haf 2 make sure its a 5-star restaurant. Anywae, it made Siti n Illya cry... Hazwani feels depressed now [since when she isnt].
Her poems are very powerful, and most of 'em are about lurveeee. Too bad she prejudiced against BGR. Haha.
Actually, it kinda made me swear of boys... why bother wif a creature tt makes u cry, ur heart ache, and everything??! Might as well keep a godly relationship wif who else but GOD!!! Seriously, girls might jus lose their heads [with their brains sometimes]
Actually, i admit tt i still tink tt im extremely, extremely ugly... Oh goush, i mean gosh... [Im not calling Goushilya...] If u all had forgotten, kindly refer 2 the post dated Mon, May 16, 2005....
I am dancing around my bedroom yelling at the top of moi lungs... "Im a troll, im a troll!!!" and spraying flowers on my sister's Barbie dolls, of course, 2 gif em blessings, like ive seen 'pastors' in movies do. The movies r so low-rated, tt when Titanic sank, u can see a bar of Ivory soap floating in e background, a.k.a sea. That's the life for me.

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Little drops of rain... Whisper of the pain... Tears of love... Lost in the days gone by..

I stared at my hand and saw blood. I slowly raised my head and saw you, crying. My heart just shattered into a million thousand pieces.

Actually... you don't have to use long words. Just an 'I love you' will do perfectly. NOT.

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i watched you from afar, and my heart yearned longingly for you... Yearning for a warm hug, your signature grin, and a kiss... Suddenly, you went up to a beautiful girl and smiled your charming smile at her. I saw your hand reach out and held hers tightly and walked off together into the sunset... You did not see the figure behind you... neither did you see her hide her face inside her hands and let her tears fall. waiting for you is like... waiting for rain in a drought... hopeless n disappointing...but do i haf the courage to continue waiting...because love is patient.
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